love yourself so heavy... no one elses even matter

Private Ethic is all about living in your aesthetic but with mindfulness not to disturb the worlds vibe. I'm not sure whats going on or how i ended up alone and fearing for my life but in my soul i cant even imagine anthing that i could have done to the people that i love rather friends or family to cause this much hate, concern, and distrust. a few years ago i started to notice the chnage but was to afraid to say anthings because of statments made from others and also the biggest of when i did try and share even a little no one beleived me and blamed it on my mental health. if i dont make it through the night i love you all dispite of any and everything. 

p.s black books from the shook and behind every artist aesthetic is a message